All the way babe

I dont know how to express my feelings to you as the comp is nearing i’m actually more excited for you. I’ve watched you crashed diet and worked so hard for the past 7 weeks, babe.... just a week more and you are done with this show. I really can’t wait to see you on stage. 

Indeed this is the first time i am at the body building show and seriously ..... i am even more pumped cause i am supporting my partner in this show. I have no idea what to expect and OMG.... just really excited for this. Babe thou this whole prep i wasn’t there like all the time but least i saw you go through this prep ... and frankly speaking it requires strong mentality to be able to go through a weeks of HELL. Man, you are strong as fuck! I have no idea how you do it but baby, you survived ! 

All the best for the last few days of prep and press on champ, cause what makes you different from the others is that you have a strong determination and fighting spirit which really inspires me babe. “Nobody outworks me”- when you say that it really make me think in terms of life and gymming process. I actually apply that in gym and other aspects now. Thanks love for the inspiration and i just hope i will take up

this sport competitively as i slowly build passion for it and yearn for it.

Exactly 4 weeks out.... 

Through this first 4 weeks of prep, prolly half the time you were staying strong and trying to fight through this due to crash dieting and also 13 days without me. I am truly glad that you fight through it really strongly and babe i am fucking proud of you <3 Looking at the body difference and how our relationship has grown as days goes by i swear babe i am locked down to only one option to spend the rest of my life with. I am gonna say this, this may sound crazy but babe, i can lose everything in my life but there is one thing i can’t lose and thats you :(. 

Thank you for always making me smile and laugh despite you being tired from training and work. Honestly, nothing more i could ask for in life. Literally completed with so much love from you and just you. Maybe just need to add in Hycle and Hyla :D 

Anyways, to end of this post i would like to say babe... the last 4 weeks lets nail this and fight this through! I am here now all the way to the day of your comp and every single day I’m gonna be there to train with you be it day or night. Champ, lets bring home the champ once again and i know you will fight it through no matter what! I love you babe and you can do this! No matter what happens, i am ALWAYS here for you my love! 

I love you hyder hydre! <3 

My love for this man here, no words can describe it.

To be honest, when i first met you never would i thought we will end up where we are right now. I am really thankful and blessed for what you have done for me. Never would i thought i was going to meet someone like you, who would put me first before anything. I am grateful for what you have done for me, surprises... dates, staycations, gym sessions and everything else babe.

Thank you for loving me for who i am and not judging my past. I promise whenever you need me, i will be there for you and always supporting you in what you do. Loving you till my very last breath and wherever life challenges brings us , i will fight for you <3

I love you hyder <3, never would i wanted anything more than this :)

Frankly speaking, i just can't live without this man here and i can never imagine my life without him :'(

First....

23rd July... 

This marks the first month of our journey together. One month is indeed a short time but we found out so many things and got to experience quite a few occasions in this one month. Honestly this is more than what a normal couple would experience in a month. We are indeed crazily in love and i would say i am obsessed with my own love. Gosh! I am in love with our love ❤️💕😘😳🔥 Thou we come from like super different family background and how we grew up and all its really good how we can clique and still tell each other about it. Babe, i use to expect alot in a relationship and from my partner but after what i’ve gone thru in the 3 years RS i told myself i wont repeat the same mistake and indeed i did 😌 no doubt i have never had faith in guys in general, be it the race or age. Like i was really convinced that no would ever love their partners like me and also sacrifice like i did. And you just had to take that one thing i have, which was proving me wrong. I was really shocked tho, 😨  i ever told myself maybe i just meant to be single and have many friends to just enjoy my life with me. Babe you turn my life into another whole new level, like after i met you ... my life plans all start to change. Its as crazy as it sounds 😳 i swear i told myself not to be committed cause i will end up being the one getting hurt, but then when you show me how crazy you get when loving someone i was like.. this guy deserve everything i have and literally he deserve nothing but the best ❤️ i would do anything it takes to just be with you and marry you. I want to love this man for the rest of my life , who showed me what love really is. Its not about where or what we like about each other but rather accepting and adapting to one another. Now i can officially say, one year from now i make sure you see the guy that proposed to me and ask me to be the one for the rest of your life 💋😘 babe, thanks for loving me despite my flaws and i swear i will love you with all i can and all i have. No matter who or what stops us i am going to fight, and fight hard for it 💪🏽🔥❤️

Love from, 

AmandaAaraLai 💙